i wish i could...

crash a car (to have the experience)
skip school (with my friends)
shoplift (to feel the adrenaline)
be in a fist fight (to see if i would win)
sneak out of my house (just to have a secret)
go on a blind date (even though i would be so nervous)
lay on my back and watch the clouds go by (it seems so childish, yet i never did it)
go moshing at a huge concert (it would be the best time ever)
make prank phone calls (to all of my teachers at 2:00 in the morning)
catch a snowflake on my tongue (it would be so magical)
dance in the rain (it would be romantic)
write a letter to Santa Claus (and get a reply)
be kissed (under mistletoe)
watch the sunrise (on a beach in jamaica)
jump off a bridge (and not get hurt)
sit on a rooftop (and number the stars)
push someone into a pool (with all their clothes on)
be told i'm hot (by a complete stranger)
crash a partizzle (foshizzle)

Well...

So it's been a week. since my last post
Not much has changed. in these past 7 days
Life is life. still
I guess I can't complain. about much
I've got some great friends. like my sisters
I've got an awesome boyfriend. love him to death
I beat Tom at sudoku a few times. i cheated
I'll be sweet sixteen in sixteen. that's pretty sweet
Mackenzie is coming out tomorrow. for spring break
But drama pretty much sucks. cause people aren't committed
I've been eating way too much lately. i'm really hungry
I went to the doctor yesterday. that was fun
I'm going for a physical too. in june
Do you want to know why? just because
If I had my way I wouldn't go. they scare me
Yeah. i'm weird like that