The present remblings of my teenaged mind

I was going to post awhile back, but I had nothing postworthy to say
So I didn't
Life has been....hectic
...stressful
...confusing
...annoying
...weird
or maybe it was
...wierd
Same difference
This doesn't make much sense
Does it
I hate shopping
I hate being around other people
It just reminds me how overweight I am
Does that make me antisocial
Maybe
But I can't change that
...well I guess I could
I like rambling
It gets all my thoughts out
I love cake
Seriously
I love cooking
Trying new recipes
Even just reading them
...imagining the taste
...the texture
...the smell
I also love magicians
And illusionists
They are amazing
I wish I knew their secrets
I love secrets too
I have too many of them
Until today Rick Mercer had a secret I didn't know
He's gay
Amazing
I know
I was shocked
Would never have guessed it
But I guess maybe thats old news
But its new to me
This post is going nowhere
I guess it didnt really start anywhere either
I like that
Starting nowhere
Going nowhere
Just being
Here
With you
Without you
Thinking of you
Thinking of the future
Thinking of your future
Thinking of my future
Wondering if they'll be the same thing
Hoping that they will
Wishing that they will
But just not being sure
Of anything