So, are you coming?

To the funeral of my blog, of course.

Yes, yes. You're right. It really isn't dead yet. But almost.

Of course I realize I could save it.

But I just don't know if I want to. Life has gotten busy, and will be getting busier.
I feel that in the three weeks we've been on the island, I've already changed. I think I need to change "this" as well. It just doesn't feel like me anymore. I don't even know what "me" is right now. It feels like I got to school, eat, read, sleep, repeat.

I feel like I don't have time to be a human. Or the energy. Just a student for now.
I don't have time to find enjoyment in each day. I just go, and do what I'm told.
I bought two cd's acouple weeks ago. Still haven't listened to either of them.
I brought the Wii. Haven't even played it.

I feel like I'm living on coffee, and junk. Real groceries are too expensive.
And I know that's what makes me feel sick and tired all the time.

And all of this adds up to feeling lonely.
I don't know who I am, or the type of person I want to be (because I could reinvent myself).
I don't have any energy, or time to think about making friends.


And this has just turned into a giant blog of compliants.
When really, I have so much to be thankful and happy for.

But I think I'll leave that for my thanksgiving day post. because I won't be at home, surrounded by the people I'm thankful for.....

Anyways....So if you would like to chat sometime, make my life less sad :( just kidding lol. But yeah. Just text me up, buttercup