I was going to post awhile back, but I had nothing postworthy to say
So I didn't
Life has been....hectic
...stressful
...confusing
...annoying
...weird
or maybe it was
...wierd
Same difference
This doesn't make much sense
Does it
I hate shopping
I hate being around other people
It just reminds me how overweight I am
Does that make me antisocial
Maybe
But I can't change that
...well I guess I could
I like rambling
It gets all my thoughts out
I love cake
Seriously
I love cooking
Trying new recipes
Even just reading them
...imagining the taste
...the texture
...the smell
I also love magicians
And illusionists
They are amazing
I wish I knew their secrets
I love secrets too
I have too many of them
Until today Rick Mercer had a secret I didn't know
He's gay
Amazing
I know
I was shocked
Would never have guessed it
But I guess maybe thats old news
But its new to me
This post is going nowhere
I guess it didnt really start anywhere either
I like that
Starting nowhere
Going nowhere
Just being
Here
With you
Without you
Thinking of you
Thinking of the future
Thinking of your future
Thinking of my future
Wondering if they'll be the same thing
Hoping that they will
Wishing that they will
But just not being sure
Of anything
So I didn't
Life has been....hectic
...stressful
...confusing
...annoying
...weird
or maybe it was
...wierd
Same difference
This doesn't make much sense
Does it
I hate shopping
I hate being around other people
It just reminds me how overweight I am
Does that make me antisocial
Maybe
But I can't change that
...well I guess I could
I like rambling
It gets all my thoughts out
I love cake
Seriously
I love cooking
Trying new recipes
Even just reading them
...imagining the taste
...the texture
...the smell
I also love magicians
And illusionists
They are amazing
I wish I knew their secrets
I love secrets too
I have too many of them
Until today Rick Mercer had a secret I didn't know
He's gay
Amazing
I know
I was shocked
Would never have guessed it
But I guess maybe thats old news
But its new to me
This post is going nowhere
I guess it didnt really start anywhere either
I like that
Starting nowhere
Going nowhere
Just being
Here
With you
Without you
Thinking of you
Thinking of the future
Thinking of your future
Thinking of my future
Wondering if they'll be the same thing
Hoping that they will
Wishing that they will
But just not being sure
Of anything
6 thoughts from other misfits:
OMG YOU ARE NOT OVER-WEIGHT!!! I am over weight... it is very depressing shopping with people like Jodi and Kim who are a size 5 compared to my size 11...
btw, that top you were wearing today was really cute and looked good on you :P
adrienne. your not over weight. your beautiful just the way you are. same with you michele !
you girls are such good friends to each other, what nice compiments. We all need to know that it's what's in your heart that counts not what size that is on the label you wear.
Always encourage each other that is so helpful to someone if they're down!
Beauty is skin-deep!! I realize its tough at times being your age in the society that we live in....Magazines protray women to be pretty all the time and having a perfect figure!!
I say as long as your healthy and happy so be it! God Made you be proud of every inch of you!!
(you dont know me... but it seems like you have some amazing friends to help pick you up when you feel this way..which is absolutly FANTASTIC!)
Keep on keeping on!
I agree about the cooking part with you. I'm thinking thta actually might become my career.
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