I'm leaving, on a jet plane....

This is the last you will hear from me for ten days, unless I decide to spend money at the Internet Cafe, but really? Who would want to waste their time and money on a computer when there are way better things to do! lol So next week think of us, guys. While your writing your exams we'll be getting tanned and drinking mocktails! I know ya'll love me. I'm really excited for this trip. I need a break from this place so badly. And I'm so tired all the time, so this'll be a good time to catch up on my sleep.
I actually went to the doctor today, because I'm so tired. It was my mom's idea and I didn't totally disagree with it. So I went, even though I hate doctors and hospitals. But this doctor was totally cool! She's like 26 or something and really nice. So tomorrow in our way through Minnedosa, we have to stop so that I can do some blood tests. She wants to know if my Iron levels are low, cause that would make me tired.
So yeah, tomorrow should be a great day! But on the plus side, I'm finished Ag! Completely! lol I finished the last huge assignment a couple minutes ago. Nothing like leaving it to the last minute! lol So I hope you guys have an awesome time the next 10 days, I know I will! lol. But seriously, I know you really won't because I won't be here to brighten your day and put some excitement into your life! I love you all!
Bon Voyage!

(oh yeah! I'm gonna be video taping a lot of the trip with my snazzy new video camera, so ya'll will get to see our trip when we get back! I know you can't wait!)

Let's make a change

It's time for a change. And I want to change. But I don't know how to start, or where I'll finish. and the uncertainty of it all scares me. If I could, I would start over and do so many things differently. My life has become so boring, cold, and monotonous. I just want to get away, get away from all of my mistakes. I also need help. I don't know what aspect of my life to change. I want somebody to talk to. I know ya'll are going to say "You can talk to me" "I'll listen and help" and I know that's the truth. I could talk to all of you and you would listen, but I also know that a lot of you can't keep your mouths shut and you'll talk to someone else about it. So, I don't know who to go to. I just think that things need to change, before I go crazy. But you know what? It's never too late, for starting over.

this is a great way to kill my blog

Holy crap am I mad at Blogger! So yesterday I found this beautiful template that I loved, and I put it on my blog. Today I was playing around with my template and there was a button that said "Upgrade template" so I clicked it. Freaking wrong thing to do!!!! I didnt realize that it said "If your stupid enough to click this retarded button your pretty much an idiot so we're gonna go ahead and completely change your blog's template and there's no way you can change it back or edit it into anything remotely cool! mwahahaha! ight Adrienne" Yeah so now I can't put on templates that you find on BlogSkins.com, I have to use Blogger's skins. Which are way less beautiful and artistic. No offense to anyone who uses them, they just don't express me at all. So the moral of this story is to never ever ever press the "Upgrade Template" button.

Life isn't a dress rehearsal

Life isn't a dress rehearsal. I love this sentence, because its so true. You don't get a practice round. You don't get to come back and do this again. So live life to the fullest! But that doesn't mean, "go out and do something stupid". It means, if there's something you want to do, do it! Something you want to say? Say it! It doesn't matter what other people will think of you, your real friends won't judge you. Don't be shy! Don't be fake! People love you for you! If you love someone, let them know it! If you don't love them, that's cool. Whatever! It doesn't matter! Its showtime, so get out there and break a leg. Just make sure you do it all before the curtain call.

am i ready?

So another year has gone by, and another one has began. I really don't know if its a good thing. Sunday night, sitting in our living room with all of our friends, watching the countdown was kinda scary for me. 10-Am I ready?-9-I dont think so-8-NO! stop-7-I'd rather stay here forever-6-I don't want to grow up-5-I have no idea what I'm doing with my life-4-Stop! Please....-3-no no no-2-I'm not ready for this-1-i guess i cant stop time....happy new year?