Thursday, November 23, 2006
At least I'm cute when I'm clueless
How does it feel to live a lie? To be fake? To have no real friends? So maybe I shouldn't ask that last one, I feel that I know the answer. Sure I know a lot of people, but really other than my sisters I have no close girl friends to share my secrets with, to tell my hopes, dreams and ideas. And we fight a lot too, its not like we're really close. So what does that make me? a loser? a freak? unpopular? depressing? I don't think so. I think I'm way more happy that any "popular" person. Sure, they "know" lots of people, but how many people really know them? Talk to them? Who do they share their secrets and dreams with? Maybe one. I'd rather have one or two or three close friends, than a buttload of acquaintances. But do I even have that? How many of you would I really call my "friends"? How many of you would share secrets and dreams with me? Or listen to mine, and not spread them around? How many of you know me and who am through my sisters? How many of you would be willing to just hang out with me? Not all 3 lennox ladies, but me? But then maybe its my fault? Maybe I'm a horrible friend. Maybe I have no people skills, no conversational skills? Maybe its because I'm too fat, too ugly, too tall, too smart, too quiet, too shy, too different? At least I'm cute when I'm clueless
7 thoughts from other misfits:
wow...
adri, you don't have any more friends than me, so yea... you're not a freak or nothin dont worry about it
your not fat, or ugly, and theres no suck thing as being to short or too tall. Adri your awesome! so dont worry!
Adrienne,
I may be older than you but like I told Jodi, you Lennox girls are all dear to my heart. If you ever need someone to talk to and your sisters just won't do....you just pick up the phone and call me! I will always be there for you! You rock girl...you are a beautiful, smart girl, with alot to offer...anybody who doesn't see that isn't worth being called a friend! Just remember when you feel down and feel like you have no one to talk to...look to God...he is always willing to listen! I love you girl!
Shannon
wow.... that was deep! but i definetely know how you feel!! AND you knwo we might not hang out and stuff but your a cool cat.. And your not tto tall, fat, ugly whatever! your not it so dont worry bout it k? lol I would listen to you!
I knew it! I knew it! I knew it!! I'm not the only one who thinks you're amazing!
You know what u are really tall you know who else is tall, SUPERMODELS and me, and although that may mean that those cutsy high heeled shoes may not be completely practical for us, trya and me still wear them, and so can you! And as for too smart, r u kidding me, smart girls are going to inherit the earth not the meek whoever said that was dumb. And finaly perosnally i like people who are different, normal people are boring. I wont say i KNOW how your feeling but i do think that I feel what your saying i personally think those things all the time about myself...but i like hanging out with you, your a righteous chickie..so if u ever need to talk call me up. I mean really what do i have to do beside study and talk to cool tall intelligent girlies all day long...also short girls cant play basketball so there see what they're missing haha suckers but ill ttyl
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