30 days? I don't know. This doesn't have a title

So...I've gotten to the point where I no longer feel like writing. No longer have wonderful, beautiful, interesting thoughts spinning around in my head. Maybe this is inner peace? Or maybe its just boring.

Maybe this is caused by the fact that it appears as though nobody actually does read this. Or if they do, they don't care or have a comment to add. So what's the point of sharing my thoughts with myself? I already know them.

Maybe I need to take another night walk? Wander the streets with just myself? I wish I had a camera of mine own to use. Photography is something I'm interested in.

Maybe that's just it. Maybe I need a new creative outlet? I can't afford a camera though. Perhaps I'll buy some proper pencils and sketch pad. At one time I was half decent at drawing, kind of.

But who cares if its good? Its just for me.

A release of sorts. Some time for just myself. To center and calm.

I've also been looking into meditation. I know, this may sound odd. It is usually associated with Hinduism or Buddhism. But there is a form of Christian Meditation, which is almost like a higher level of prayer? If I'm understanding it right. Used to strengthen the spiritual relationship.

But I'm really not sure. Its just feels like my life is lacking something.

Meditation....yet another step towards hippie status
Next thing you know I'll be getting a peace sign tattoo and calling myself "Sunshine".
Just kidding. About part of that :)