Choose happy.

Things are looking up.

I'm feeling a lot better. About everything.

Still kind of stressing about my future, near and distant. I pretty much know what I'm doing for the summer, but its after that which I'm not sure about.

I know what I want to happen, and I keep telling myself to live life for me. But sometimes I forget that. because I want to be with him.

But what if being with him isn't really possible for the next two years? What if I have to choose between living for me, or living with him? What if two more years of long distance kill the relationship? Cause its starting to feel like these last 2 months might just do it.

Anyways (I didn't want this to be a complainy post) the whole point of this, is to give you advice. Which I got from a sticky note on my sister's bathroom mirror. "Choose happy."

And that's what I've started doing lately. Choosing to be happy. In every situation, no matter how frumpy I get. I take a deep breath, think "choose happy", and list to myself everything I'm happy for/about until I stop being frumpy.

Okay, so that sounds silly. But it works :)

And it turns out, I have a lot to be happy about.