What I need

Bleh.

If only I had a time machine, and a backbone. Then I could fix all this.

But alas, I can always dream. Right?

Actually I have very strange dreams. All I remember from last nights is that I had a fish tank of sorts, with 3 different pets/animals in it. Though they weren't normal things, to me they looked like Moshi Monsters.  Which is weird. I know. I only know about them because Nicole plays online, and showed me her collection. Anyways, I had one that was crab like, a fishy one, and maybe a flying one? But they all lived in the same tank. Which was filled with water. Weird stuff.

And the only other recent one I can remember is when I had dreadlocks. and I woke up really wanting them, until I remembered how much work they are to get them started and keep them looking good. I don't want to look like a dirty hippy. A clean hippy would be fine, but not a dirty one.

What else.....?

Oh, I've started a workout/exercise plan thing. 3 times a week for now, build it up to 6 (hopefully). Just following along with videos on you tube. Easy enough. I just feel like I've done nothing for two weeks, and if I don't start this I'm going to start gaining weight.

Also, I'm very bored. I haven't found a job which equals no money. So I can't really go out and do anything. And everyone else that I know here is working or going to school all the time. I need a job. I need to get out of this house, but I've nowhere to go.

I need something.
I need someone.
I need him.