What's my motivation?

So I was listening to Newsboys today. They're pretty awesome and funny and british. I was going to say hot, but I've never seen them before. But they're voices sound hot so I'm gonna say that they are. So one line in one of their songs is " what's my motivation?" or it might be "what's your motivation?" but that doesn't matter. What matters is that it got me thinking about my motivation and what are we doing here? with our lives? well actually I don't really care right now what you're doing with your life, because I don't have a clue what I'm doing. Like everyone thinks I should know what I'm doing with my life and what I'm going to be. Others tell me that it doesn't matter right now. But if I don't figure out now, when will I? and what if I never know? what if I pick the wrong job and end up unhappy? what if? what if?...there's too many what ifs... I also got thinking about love and life in general. Most of you know how badly my love life is..going.. or not going.. whatev. I don't want to grow up, and have to worry about a buttload of crap. I wish I could see into the future so that I could know how things will work out and if they'll work out good.